maybe All the Strings

if It were possible to Marry a Website, i would Say "i Do" to grooveshark. i've been Having fun for Hours, going From band with a Funny name to Band with A funny Name. it is Great.

i have A life, i Swear...

i Never used to Feel so Lonely. i don't Know what i Should do. no better Holiday for the Lonely than st. Patrick's day, though, Right? it's Not the sort Of lonely that Can be solved With going out And being around People, really. it's The kind of lonely Where i just Feel misunderstood, Unappreciated and unappealing to Everyone.

and i Know full well As i Type this that It's melodramatic. but i Still feel it. :/



last Night i Dreamt i'd forgotten My name // cos i Sold my soul, but i Woke just the Same // i'm so Lonely // i Wish i was the Moon tonight

i Think i'm going to Start busking so i Can save money and Go on a Spring road trip Somewhere.

let me Down easy, i Never said i Had to be your Girlfriend
i just Wanna get close to You and Deliver my Insecurities in Person... ♥

i have Become rather Obsessed with Rearranging bookshelves, which You'd think i would Have enough of in My life, since i'm A page at the Library. there's Just something about Taking what You already Own and Making it New again.

unrelated But: i Received a mystery christmas Card this Year. either i Have a secret Admirer or My mother has Tracked me down. i sure hope It's the Former.

at this Rate, i Don't know if i'm Even going to Be that Into halloween this Year. quarantines; sick People, some of Them dying? i wish i Could just Hide in My bed. but The only bed i Have to lie In is this Hard, hospital one. i Don't feel Sick at all, but did Mr. sickerton, At first?

the Library is having A used book Sale to celebrate The beginning Of the school Year and the Fall season. :] you should Come. it's Guaranteed to be Fun and Funny. i'm giving Away all of My goosebumps and animorphs books, So you should Definitely come if You want Dibs on Any of those!

it Will be from Noon to five Tomorrow afternoon. bring Any books you'd Like to donate Or sell, too!

you Could meet Somebody who Really loves you. so you Go and you stand On your Own, and You leave On your own, And you Go Home, and You cry and you Want to Die...


sometimes i Worry that i Frighten people Away. not On purpose, But it happens. or Maybe it's me Who's frightened And that Makes things Like closeness difficult. do You ever have One of those Days where You just crave Company?

hello Everyone. i hope You're all having A good week So far. this entry Comes in 2 Parts:

part 1 - rilo Kiley have apparently Broken up. :[ this Makes me sad. although Of course it doesn't Necessarily mean They've actually broken Up. they Could just carry On without him... but Still. sad. not really News you want To hear about A band you Like.

part 2 - someone in The library asked Me why i was Reading walt whitman's Leaves of grass and How it could Possibly be exciting. something About his poetry Just stirs something in Me. it's hard To explain personal Feelings and make Anyone understand. i just Remember, clearly, the first Time i heard his actual Voice on those old levi's Commercials, and the Words called me Forth. the urgency And the passion! the commercials Were for jeans, but i Saw a different meaning there, Even in the ads. the Adventure and excitement In striking out On your own and Running off, becoming your Own person. all of That. i didn't Get where i Am today without Him and his Words.

( pioneers! o Pioneers! )

i am a Huge nerd about This stuff, but hey, it Makes me happy. :]

winnie The pooh opens Today. i think I'd feel more Comfortable seeing That with small Children, though. and i Don't think it's A good enough reason To have a Kid: just to Not feel Awkward or Silly seeing a Children's movie.

my Favorite was Always piglet.

piglet sidled Up to pooh From Behind. "pooh," He whispered.
"yes, piglet?"
"nothing," Said piglet, taking pooh's Paw, "i Just wanted to Be sure of You."

someone Slashed myrle's Tires. i've had That ridiculous Old honda Since i "Graduated" high school, Taken her On so many Various adventures With nary a Scratch, yet She gets Brutally Stabbed in my Own driveway. not Cool, heritage. not cool At all.

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there is This person [i Think he's A tourist, Largely because i've Never seen Him before] who Keeps coming to The library. which Doesn't sound Bizarre, except That it's Every day and He mainly Comes in And tries to Talk to me. when Small talk doesn't Work, he insists On long Conversations about My recommendations.

i've Got a recommendation For him, But i'd Get fired for Saying it.

happy towel Day, everyone!

for Those hoopy froods who Don't know what Towel day is, it is A celebration of Author douglas adams and His amazing Book series, hitchhiker's Guide to The galaxy. if You haven't Read it (or, Even worse, Haven't heard of It), get Thee to the Library! it will Change the Way you View science fiction.

whenever It rains, i think Of this song. i Hadn't seen the music Video in years, However. so sad. :( it makes Me wonder how i'd Feel about all The other music videos That came out When i was growing Up... part Of growing up in The mtv generation - back Before it became Nothing but suck - is That my childhood memories Can be easily spread Out amongst these Songs and videos. i Can remember who i Was at the time, and How i reacted. i'll Never forget cowering In my bedroom whenever "thriller" came On. when i was really Small, i couldn't Handle such things.

i've Grown up and changed.

but have i Really?

so... spring Break is great And everything, but... this Threatened shut-down of The government? major Suck. i cannot Help but Think of all Those poor kids Who are There in d.c. on Their spring breaks, Hoping to See museums and the Cherry blossoms. and the Ones who are Looking forward To performing in Said festival.

not To mention all Of the people Who will be Going without Paychecks, should They shut down.

and why Are the republicans threatening To shut down? because They don't want to Fund women's health Programs, like planned parenthood, Among others.

ugh. and People wonder why There's a hesitation to Be patriotic, these Days.

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eta oh Thank god! they Settled like adults And they're not Cutting spending for Planned parenthood, npr or The epa. at least Not yet...

why Hello, concert. i Think i will Have to go To you!

friday, march 25 -- Nerds & music (with paul And storm & Mike phirman)
aladdin Theater, portland, or -- 8 pm
Tickets: http://bit.ly/iaxnd2


anyone Up for a Fun, sporadic Road trip to portlandia Avec moi? hank green Is amazing, in Case you've Not heard Of him. trust Me. he Is. look up "Vlogbrothers" on youtube. please.

have You guys seen Those fliers All over town? the Ones about the open Baking positions? i'm kind Of wondering If maybe i Might take A crack at it. i'm Not really so Experienced with baking, but it Says that experience Isn't necessary. and lord Knows i Could use A bit of extra Income.

anyone Else interested? it Seems like Quite a fun place To work. :] and i Do so Love baked goods. the Time to ponder Is apparently Now.

i understand that "the N word" is Offensive. everyone knows that, Even the racist Bigots who still Shout it at people. it Is offensive Now and It was Offensive then. mark twain Did not use it To offend people. he Used it to Show the way In which People treated African americans. it Is a word Of the times. that Doesn't mean he Agreed with it. in Fact, he did Not, as is Clear in his Depiction of jim. just Because he used It in his novels Doesn't mean that We should use it in Real life. smart kids Would know that. it's Belittling the Youth of america To assume that They'd take away From the story the Assumption That racial epithets Are all right.

to edit The novels in Order to make Them more PC is to Attempt to edit History and keep Those who Do not understand it In the Dark.